Not meant to be

We found out earlier today that the little boy that I fell in love with on the WIC list has already been matched with another family. We're happy that they found a family for this little guy...we just were beginning to think that maybe we were right for him. I think that with the news about the changes in the Ethiopian program, we were doubting weather or not we are strong enough to meet our child and then leave him/her for months before bringing him/her home. We still aren't convinced that we are that strong, however we know that Ethiopia is in our hearts.